Even after he watched Buffy and Angel kiss, Spike doesn't walk away from her. He is angry about it, but I think that was when he accepted that (misguidedly) Buffy still loved Angel above all. He knows he will die in the Hellmouth, but by doing it he will save her and those she cares about. I think that is why they didn't make love that last night, but he knew she needed comfort and support. Then when she said I love you, he didn't believe her. And that is why when he was brought back he didn't seek her out. Instead he chose to stay and fight the good fight even if he never got some pie in sky reward like Angel expected.
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Date: 2013-03-30 10:40 am (UTC)