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I've always had issues with Riley and Xander both in BTVS.  This article helps me see just what did bother me and helps
me see I stayed for the same reasons in my marriage for way too long.  My ex made me think all of our problems were
my fault.  He would be loving and then hateful.  He would cheat and then tell me I was crazy because he would never
cheat on me. He was jealous and mean.  He would mock me and laugh at me.  I was afraid to leave him.  Our families
didn't have anyone that was divorced.  I had no good examples of a healthy relationship either.  So I stayed far too long.

 

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This saying really means a lot to me.
I grew up being the one who had to be strong.
Sometimes it just got to be so difficult.
I think it fits Buffy so perfectly.




Click...you know you want to see what is under here. LOL! )
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Just a snippet that came to mind.

He knows where she is.  He won’t tell me. He is always saying she isn’t
for me, but she isn’t for him either. He can’t love her the way he wants. 
It drives him a little bit crazy so he torments me to ease his pain. He
mocks the affection she might have for me.  He belittles it because
if he admits its real then he will have to admit she has moved on
from him. He clings to the idea she is going to come to him some
day in the future.  Will she?  Or has she moved on from both of us?
I may not have her, but then neither does he. 

So for now, I’ll try to be the type of man she could admire and might
grow to love some day.  I fight the good fight with no reward.  Why? 
Because the only reward I want is her respect. I know I might never
be blessed with that so I live my unlife in a way I think she would
want me to do.  You know for justice…and for the safety of puppies….
and Christmas, right? 

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I've been trying to write, but it isn't going well.
Ran across this video and it is just so good
I had to share.  Maybe it will inspire me.





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100 Things Meme #71

Buffy, The Vampire Slayer was know for using pop-culture references.
In this video, the show itself is used as a pop-culture reference.
I never knew there were so many times Buffy was mentioned on other shows.



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Written for the prompt of Nirvana on [livejournal.com profile] open_on_sunday 

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Title: Just pieces on a Chess Board
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June 24 is [dreamwidth.org profile] debris4spike 's birthday.
This is dedicated to her.
I hope she has a wonderful day.

Title: My North Star
Prompt: North/South
Setting: Season Six
Rating: G
Disclaimer: Not Joss, just me, no money, just love.


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FEARnet's Joe McCabe chats with genre mastermind Joss Whedon
at Comic-Con 2011about the Buffy the Vampire Slayer: Season 9,
Angel and Faith, and Cabin in the Woods comic books. Buffy:
Season 9 debuts in September 2011. Angel and Faith debuts in August 2011.



A video and a rant.... )

I wrote this rant about Angel and then found this on i09.

8 Epic Heroes Who Committed Mass Murder

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Title: Who Came Back
 
I have no idea where this came from. It isn't my style at all. )

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Title:  Put It All On Him
Prompt: Diamond
Setting: Season Six - Dead Things
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Not Joss, just me, no money, just love
 
∞∞♥♥♥∞∞

He struggled to stand after she fled the alley.

His body wracked with pain from her fists.

His heart suffered even more damage.

His poor Slayer, she was breaking into shattered pieces.

Most demons believed the Slayer was as tough as a diamond.

He knew better.  She was just a girl under that all that bravo.

The thought she killed that girl drove her to destroy herself.

She had taken out her anger at herself on his body.

He understood her better than her friends.

He just wished he could take her anguish as he took her violence. 


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Saw this on 's journal.  Hadn't done a meme of any sort in ages.

Leave me a character and I'll tell you my top 3 ships for them.

My main fandom  is BTVS/ATS, but I watch The Vampire Diaries,

True Blood, Torchwood, The Secret Circle, Dr Who (Drs 9,10, 11),

and The Lost Girl.  I also read The Dresden Files and Anita Blake series.

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Two drabbles for LJ's open_on_sunday prompt of First Meeting(s).

We know the Monks created memories of Dawn for everyone.

This is my take on the first meeting of Spike and Dawn.


drabblng away... )
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I played around with a generator site and made myself a new header for Christmas.
I made a few other Christmas treats as well.




Large images.... )
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Two drabbles for [livejournal.com profile] open_on_sunday  prompt of Treasure.
Last week's drabbles were angsty and this week's are no different.
Just a different relationship this time.


Angst ahead.... )


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Written for Live Journal's open_on_sunday.

Kinda sad stuff under here.... )
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Written for  [livejournal.com profile] open_on_sunday s prompt of Gross.

Title: Laughter Is The Best Medicine.
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Written for [livejournal.com profile] open_on_sunday 's prompt of arcade.

Title: Mr. Gordo
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Written for LJ's open_on_sunday.

Title: Wake Up Call
Prompt: Wake
Rating: G
Disclaimer: Not Joss, Just Me, No money, Just love.

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I haven't read the comics.  I do read what my flist says about them.
This morning I was reading the
[info]su_herald . It had this quote
at the beginning:

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